ThisIsMe.

Page 5

2012-01-05T23:56:00.002+08:00

Page 5 of 366 pages;

So to conclude, I miss seeing sun rays again today. But luckily, tender calling is done at 5.30pm and I am now finally free from New Pantai Expressway (NPE) bq. All thanks to Allah for giving me strength all along while doing this bq.

Hoping that the next pages will bring much fun, ameen.

favorite pic; credit to Hani;

taken at Lake Garden on 2nd of January 2012 :)

2011-12-17T23:55:00.001+08:00

I don't even want to try because I'm not ready for a first scar.

Another Saturday.

2011-12-17T21:29:00.002+08:00

Today was just like another Saturday where I have to spend quarter of the day at office to settle the outstanding and never ending tasks. Went there at around 9am and ended up going home at 2pm. Four hours is my limit on weekdays unless it is unavoidable when the workload is piling up. Original plan was to go to Giant to get some groceries but suddenly it rained, and I just decided to head back home.

Had a simple lunch while watching Running Man, I got addicted and not getting bored at all watching the same episode again and again. Need to get the latest episode from Hani as soonest possible. Well at around 4pm, Hani returned my call ( I called her at the first place to ask about her trip to Jaya One Mall but she didn't pick up the phone). Actually there this one bazaar held in Jaya One where they have like 100 or more stalls selling stuff like dress, shirt, bags, accessories and some other things. Hani told me that she grabbed 2 bags and Gra also bought something so I decided to go and take a look.

Performed Asar, and rushed out despite it was raining. Not really heavy just kind of drizzling, so I took off around 5pm. Actually am not really familiar with the place but got a rough guide from a friend so went there and actually it was easy to find. Parked the car and off to find something that maybe could catches my eyes. Well it was almost 530pm at the time and most of the sellers already getting ready to pack their stuffs so I only managed to grab one bag for myself. At least there something rather than going home with empty hand.

Went out from Jaya One at around 6pm and planning to stop by at Bangsar Village to get myself cranberries cheese from The Loaf but that was only in my dream when I suddenly took a wrong turn and ended up being at a place that was so unfamiliar to me, I was lost for almost 45minutes. At the end I managed to get out from PJ and found exit to Damansara from KJ, have no idea how I managed to find my way all the way to KJ. I got scared at first but almost tearing up when I saw Damansara signage, haha LOSER!!

Well, reached home when its almost 7pm and it was already Maghrib. Had shower and a simple dinner. Housemate came back from usrah and we talked a bit about the topic they discussed today, at least I got some input from her. Planning to join them one day, InsyaAllah.

So that's how I spent my Saturday which was a bit adventurous compared to other days, haha :P

ooh tomorrow will have a 'sihat' activity again, can't wait!! Till then :)

Fun holiday-ing.

2011-12-12T22:08:00.003+08:00

I had fun in the past 3 days. Tapi malangnya esok dh start kerja, betapa malasnya bila terfikirkan kerja. Dasar tak bersyukur dengan cuti 3 hari -.-

Anyhow, cuti dari Saturday to Monday mmg di manfaatkan sepenuhnya sehingga pocket pon rabak. Banyak sangat activities dgn girlfriends. IKEA, The Curve, Cineleisure, and Jalan TAR semua kena redah and mmg pocket menangis la bulan ni. Jadi kesimpulannya lepas ni duduk rumah diam-diam tak payah joli dah.

Luckily I heard that this month salary akan masuk awal, maybe seminggu awal sebab the top management said that ramai families perlukan duet sbb nnt budak-budak akan kembali ke sekolah jadi tentunya banyak nk pakai duet bagi yg dah bekeluarga la, yang bujang lain cerita.

Sesungguhnya masih terasa nak cuti panjang!!!

mode: listening to I need you now by Lady Antebellum; entah kenapa >.<

New Year with new housemates.

2011-11-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

Salam Maal Hijrah utk semua, masih belum terlambat rasanya nk wish u guys dgn ucapan tahun bru ni. Semoga kedatangan tahun baru ni memberi seribu sinar yg lebih baik insyaAllah. Okay bercakap tentang baru ni, aku dh pn selamat menerima 2 org housemates menggantikan yg dulu so sekarang rumah full house again, Alhamdulillah. Both are professional workers and kitaorg mmg serasi so far and hopefully akan terus serasi.

Jadinya beban rental yg lebih krg sribu plus tu dh berkurang and blh la start saving sikit. Harapnya blh la nk saving, kononnya nk beli rumah. Rumah yg disusha dh ade cuma nk tgu tanya avail lagi ke tak, hihi. Best kalau ade rumah sendiri, seronok sikit nk hias menghias. Kalau beli perabot pon nnt nk kena pindah jugak so rumah skrg hias ala kadar sehaja buat cukup syarat.

Okay berbalik pada new housemate ni, sorang tu ade bela pet iaitu kucing. Namanya Momo so harini mmg asyik main dgn die je, comel sungguh!! Kaler die oren belang-belang and sgt manja. Lama sungguh rasenye tak main kucing so hari ni mmg ddk layan die je, sgt comel tringt Maru!!hihi

So hopefully life akan lebih ceria after this, sbb nye dh tensen-tensen kat ofis jadi bila balik rmh ade housemates yg best takde la stress sgt. Tapi last week jumpe doctor, she said that my BP (blood pressure) dh stable and getting far more better than before (time double stress dlu) so Alhamdulillah syukur pada Tuhan atas kurniaan-Nya.

Jodoh, part II

2011-11-28T13:40:00.002+08:00

Actually I wrote it as jodoh Part II sbb previously dh ade entry named Jodoh so terpaksa la make it as part II walaupon takde kaitan langsung.

Well ceritanya macam ni. Last night mama called and we sembang about ordinary things. How's rumah, kerja, housemates and lastly die tnye 'bile nak kurus ni? Cuba lah ikhtiar sikit utk kurus, exercise malas, makan bnyk. Org lain semua dh kahwin awak tu bile??' Amboi sejak bila la mama aku ni pandai ckp pasal kahwin ni? Aku rase die risau sbb anak die ni dri dlu takde boipren, tak pernah nk melekat!! And maybe jgk sbb rakan-rakan sebaya yg lain (ank-ank kawan die yg sebaya aku) semua dh kahwin and ade yg dh beranak pinak. So mula la die cuak agaknye sbb anak bongsu die ni belum berpunya.

So ape je yg aku blh reply, bunyinye lebig kurang cenggini la 'Ala ma, ade jodoh ade la, sy bru 25thn takdenye nk gaduh cri husband' (bunyi sedikit berlagak disitu. Walhal dalam hati ni, sll je trtnye bile la nk jumpe Mr.Right. Last sekali mama surrender and we stopped talking bout this issue.

Nak ceritanye, jodoh tu ada (insyaAllah) sbb Dia dh jadikan manusia ni berpasang-pasangan. Mungkin jodoh aku belum sampai, mungkin si dia yg ditakdirkn to be my other half tu skrg tgh study kat oversea ke mana tahu kan. Sbb tu la tak jumpe-jumpe lagi (nak oversea aje) mwahaha. Tapi tu la sometime tertanya jgk, siapa dia, bile nk jumpe, and soalan yg sewaktu dgn nya. Kesudahan nya DOA adalah yg terbaik, just keep on berdoa semoga Allah temukan jodoh kita tu nnt dlm keadaan yg terbaik.

So, aku google la doa untuk mendapat jodoh. InsyaAllah cuba amalkan doa ni moga-moga jodoh itu cepat sampai and moganya jodoh itu jodoh yg terbaik. Ameen

SURAH AL-ANBIYA' AYAT 89

Terjemahan Dalam Bahasa Malaysia

Tafsiran Ar-Rahman

Dan (sebutkanlah peristiwa) Nabi Zakariya, ketika ia merayu kepada Tuhannya dengan berkata: “Wahai Tuhanku! Janganlah Engkau biarkan daku seorang diri (dengan tidak meninggalkan zuriat) dan Engkaulah jua sebaik-baik yang mewarisi”.

Terjemahan Dalam Bahasa Inggeris
Tafsiran Abdullah Yusuf Ali
And (remember) Zakariya, when he cried to his Lord: “O my Lord! leave me not without offspring, though Thou art the best of inheritors.”

2011-11-20T14:12:00.002+08:00

I need some variation, life is so plain lately. I need to move in a fast pace so that I can catch up with other things.

Sick is no fun.

2011-11-19T22:44:00.003+08:00

After a week I am here again.
Being sick is no fun at all, got skin infections (like eczema) on my right foot and it hurts much :(
Went to clinic and they gave me antibiotic, cream to apply on the spot and tablets to take 3 times daily for a week, huuuu :(

Hope this won't prolong so that I can get my MRT bq done on time, I really can't work properly because of this.

Ya Allah, sembuhkan penyakit ku ini. Hanya pada-Mu aku memohon. Ameen

2011-11-13T22:48:00.001+08:00

Allah permudahkan segala urusanku, semoga segalanya berjalan lancar.
Hanya pada-Mu aku mengharap dan meminta pertolongan.
Amin

Azam.

2011-11-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

Azam yg satu ni dh bertahun rasenye tp tak terlaksana jugak.
Harapnye kali ni menjadi, kena kuat semangat tak boleh putus asa.
I need some changes and I need to move on, ayuh!!!

ini cik buntal.

2011-11-13T16:47:00.001+08:00

wajah-wajah

2011-11-13T16:41:00.003+08:00

ini menunjuk kan tuan empunya diri mempunyai masa terlebih yg terlalu banyak and menggalakkn beliau untuk menjadi a bit vain sekejap dan kemudiannya mengedit gambar-gambar tersebut untuk di upload di blog beliau. Sekian >.<

2011-11-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

hey soulmate,

I know you are somewhere out there,
Maybe it is not yet the time for you to show yourself,
So I'm here being all understanding,
Preparing myself to be the best for you,
Because I know someday, somewhere we will meet,
Dengan izin-Nya

Sincerely,
Your other half :)

2011-10-31T23:56:00.004+08:00

Rahsia hampir pecah,
soal hati kena berjaga-jaga.
Ada mata melihat dan telinga mendengar.

2011-10-26T20:14:00.001+08:00

yeaaaaaaaaaaaa, I've done baking mixed fruits oat bars!! It is a succes, hihi and taste good too but I think I've put too much butter. It's okay first time trying tho, mls nk upload pic next time lah :P

Last weekend was a blast ^^

2011-10-26T19:19:00.014+08:00

okay okay, I should updates about the sleepover we had last weekend. I had so much fun with besties and I think we should do this often because we really enjoyed the moment that we spent together. On Saturday, at noon I fetch the girls (jems, huns & gra) at KJ's lrt station since they didn't know to drive to my place. After that we went to Murni Discovery Aman Suria to have lunch. Later on, stop by Giant and bought ingredients for dinner.

After Maghrib another friend, Su came over and we had dinner together. I made pasta baked and also pasta soup for them. And apple crumble as dessert. Nearly 10 pm, we went out to Uptown Damansara looking for horror dvds but we decided not to watch movie and chatting, updating about each other's life instead. Before going back home we had supper at Kayu Nasi Kandar, nearby my office area.

Went to bed almost at 2 am.

The next morning, plan to have a walk at TTDI/Lake Garden was cancel so I went out and bought breakfast for them. I don't have anything at home to cook myself so decided just to buy it, to save time :P

Had nasi lemak, fried meehoon and leftover pasta baked from last night. Went out to Bangsar and stop by Bangsar Village to get all time favs cranberry cheese from The Loaf. (Hunny craves for that too). We then headed to Bangsar South City to grab our lunch at Oiso (korean cuisine restaurant). Their foods are the best so far, from the other Korean restaurant I've ever went to. Thanks to Su who introduced it to us.

Well, happy moment doesn't stay forever. We finally bid goodbye after having lunch and its nearly 6 pm at that time. Su sent them to KL Sentral and I made my solo journey back to Damansara. How I wish we could spend longer time together. Hopefully soon, yeaa soon InsyaAllah. So here are some pictures taken during those time ^^

Lunch at Murni Discovery Aman Suria

Shooping ingredients for dinner at Giant, Damansara

gra, hunny and jemss ^^

lemonade for ice lemon tea ^^

besties for life :)

finally, dinner ^^

supper @ Kayu, Damansara

Lunch, the next day at Oiso Bangsar South City~awesomeeeee :)

Su and Jemssss ^^

Tudung kembang semangkuk :P

I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH ^^

2011-10-23T22:27:00.001+08:00

A fun weekend
will update about it later, am so lazy to write anything now cos I'm so tired and need a bit of rest before facing Monday tomorrow :(

Blood Donation

2011-10-17T22:39:00.003+08:00

Truthfully kena donate out of terpaksa tp at least after doing it I rasa lega and gembira. After almost 7 years I did it again. Last was when during PKN time at Melaka, and I thought I'd never do it again tp hari ni terbukti I derma darah lagi. Happy ^^

2011-10-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

mode: INSAF

2011-10-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

10.40 malam; bosan sgt so keluar nkge uptown seksyen 6 which is only like 5minutes from home. Tak sampai 2 minutes keluar....hujan mencurah! Adeyh terpaksa patah balik tp sempat singgah McD!!hehe Supper :P

2011-10-14T00:37:00.001+08:00

Malam sunyi,
Rasa sepi,
Ku duduk seorang diri,
Terbayang wajahmu di ingatan.

p/s: mcm lirik lagu tp tak ingt the tittle :P
mode tak boleh tidur >.<

2011-10-13T07:38:00.001+08:00

saya............TIRED!

2011-10-11T07:47:00.000+08:00

I urgently need a definition of real love,
yes
URGENTLY
>.<

2011-10-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

Mencari,
Sampai bila tak ku tahu
Jawapan itu,
Ku harap akan ku temu

Satu hari nanti.

2011-10-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hidup mesti berani;
Confident is the key to success :)

Hari yang BEST

2011-10-02T20:24:00.008+08:00

my lunch; kebab daging ^^

selepas; LICIN

Kenapa best? Sebab I keep myself busy from morning till petang. A good thing to do during weekend. Around 11-ish went to Shah Alam and met with Hani and Gra, pusing PKNS and SACC end up having lunch dekat Uncle K. Bought my fav kebab at PKNS, rindu and kinda mengidam. I copied latest series of Running Man and also Princess Man kdrama, cukup stock untuk sebulan maybe :P

Went back to KD almost at 4-ish, solat and went out after Asar. Went to The Curve with Rynn and pusing flea market; The Street. Bought shawl, and palazzo pant at Ikano. I also got myself a new earring :)

Balik hantar Rynn jumpa Pali ambik cable BB. Balik rumah mandi and now rasa macam nk tidur awal tp nk layan Running Man dulu lah, oh oh here some pictures melantak with the girls kat Uncle K!!hihihi

Nasi Lemak and Eggs

2011-10-02T10:15:00.004+08:00

This morning, just like the other morning on weekend I went to buy nasi lemak+paru (my fav) at the stall nearby my house. The makcik (whom I call her Achik) who sells the nasi lemak is quite a nice person and she always chatters a lot when customer comes by including to me. So I went there quite early today (impressive because whenever I go I couldn't managed to buy nasi lemak and always end up with kuay tiaw or noodles). So decided to go a bit early today and as usual there's a few people at the stall. She saw me and smiled (she already recognized her regular customer) and because I was standing near to her, she asked me to help her peel the eggs shell. I helped her because there's a lot of people queuing to orders, I peeled almost all the eggs and left only 2 more because Achik said she worried it'll be more than enough. After everybody's gone she packed my nasi lemak and said thanks. I keep thinking on how we could grow a bit closer with random people just like that. Well it is a good thing right? And the great thing was, after two weeks I got to eat nasi lemak paru, Alhamdulillah :)

2011-10-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

mode: Rindu Barca :(

2011-10-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

Ku fikir, ku cuba mentafsir
Apa mahuku?
Namun otak membeku
Tiada jawapan

Sudahnya ku dongak
Melihat putaran kipas
Tangan di dahi
Sambung berfikir

Tanpa sedar
Mata tertutup
Akhirnya aku
Terlena mengejar mimpi

- saturday blues

One fine Saturday

2011-10-01T22:16:00.005+08:00

Lunch at Warong Ayam Penyet, The Curve. Walked around the mall and did a bit of window shopping. Ended up at The Apartment for tea time, had iced latte and a slice of red velvet. Went home after Maghrib and now I think I need a bit of rest. Planning to go out early tomorrow to see my friends in Shah Alam, hope I can make it or the second option that I have is to visit my beloved office to settle the pending works which I hope will be the last resort.

p/s: life is good now and I hope this will last for a long time. InsyaAllah :)

2011-09-22T23:19:00.001+08:00

hey bile nk ade banyak cerita ni? Nk update blog tapi xtahu nk tulis ape, so randomly jotting down now, bosan la sekarang. Kerja bertimbun and end up staying late at office minggu ni, haruslah macam nk muntah.

Nak tukar kerjaya boleh tak?

:(

Jodoh.

2011-09-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

Persoalan tentang jodoh itu sebenarnya amat rumit, ianya akan menjadi tanda tanya dan kekal misteri sehingga waktu Allah mengbongkarnya kelak. Maka wajar dan harus kita berdoa agar dikurniakan jodoh yg baik, yg direstui keluarga dan yg utama mampu membimbing ke jalan yg diredhaiNya. Jangan hanya mengejar keseronokan dn kepuasan kerana cinta sebegitu hanya seketika. Carilah cinta kerana Allah pasti hidupmu bahagia.

Ku kuatkan hati menghadapi suratan ini kerana ku yakin Allah Maha Mengetahui.

" Semoga Allah mencatatnya sebagai kebaikan atas kesabaranmu menghadapi cubaan ini. Semoga Allah memberi pengganti yang lebih baik. Semoga Allah memberimu pasangan hidup yang akan mencintaimu keranaNya, dan akan engkau cintai keranaNya, insyaAllah."

2011-08-21T21:07:00.001+08:00

ottoke?!what to do?
memory when i was in UK mencurah-curah as I keep scrolling on the old pictures
i really miss that time so much, what can I do to go back to that time?
oh, I miss my time during school and miss my colleagues over there too.
I wish it would be easier for me to go back there again but with this commitment I'm having
now it seems so hard :(

2011-07-01T20:20:00.001+08:00

I baked vegie pasta again, hehe. Just to finish off the ingredients which is the balance from last time. So lazy to upload a picture of it, so maybe next time.
Daaaa ^^

Syukur.

2011-06-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

Allah itu Maha Adil. Selepas kesedihan, didatang kan kegembiraan. I'm hoping that kegembiraan ini akan memberi lembaran baru. I say Alhamdulillah :)

2011-06-27T22:36:00.002+08:00

Somehow I feel like going to somewhere far from here and fly freely again to escape from all the misery I'm facing now. But it is like running away from the problems, why can't I coolly face it?
why is it so hard? I need a break, long pause from this madness.

Dugaan.

2011-06-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

I seriously have to move on. I need to wake up from this dream and just get back to reality. This is killing me and I can't take it any longer. I need air to breathe and I need strength to be able to stand! Allah, only You I seek for guidance and please show me how to face this.

Sungguh ini berat buatku >.<

2011-06-26T07:35:00.002+08:00

Terima kasih Tuhan kerana memberi aku waktu untuk masih bernafas di bumi Mu ini.
Alhamdulillah

2011-06-24T19:59:00.001+08:00

Mencari padah sendiri lepas tu sedih sendiri. I should stop being a stalker because I know when I find out something I'll be meroyan, urgh sungguh tak patut. Sudah-sudah la dgn perangai budak-budak ni, tak larat nak handle dah. Sakit kepala tiba-tiba, what should I do malam ni? It's Friday night and I'm stuck at home, boooriiiiinnnng =(

something to ponder.

2011-06-13T11:23:00.000+08:00

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."
— Bob Marley

2011-06-12T12:06:00.001+08:00

aiyark, tertengok page ex crush mase matrix dlu! Alamak makin hensem la si pakcik tu, cair buat keberapa kali ntah tengok die, sbr je la. Tapi mmg takde harapan la nk jumpe si hensem tu, ntah die ingt ke tidak dekat myself! *he's a doctor, auuummmmm ;P

Activity Sengal di Malam Minggu.

2011-06-12T10:53:00.005+08:00

Now nak bercerita tentang bapuk, memang last night I went out with En.P and Cik S sebab nk tgk bapuk. Haha, kerja gila!

We went to Jalan Ampang (or was it Jalan P.Ramlee? aish lupe pulak) where there were so many bapukss waiting for customer. That was my first time seeing those kind of pemandangan. Lepas pusing that area we went to Lorong Haji Taib, hahaha. But that time was around 1 in the morning so belum ramai yang keluar untuk meniaga lagi so just a few yang ade. Tapi yg a few tu la yg buat myself meremang. Ade bapuk yg mude and ade yg cantik and ade jugak yg tak cantik mane pon, plus yg dh tua ade jugak, I feel pity for them. Rasa kesian bile tgk they have to do such things to make a living. But what to do that is the way of life that they have chosen.

Keluar rumah dah around 1130 pm, went for supper dekat Malis corner or whatever they call it I pon tak sure sebab En.P yg bawak kitaorg. After makan then ge tgk bapuk, then ge karaoke. Memang all out semalam, balik rumah dah almost 3pm, hantar Cik S balik Shah Alam sebab kesian die drive sorang then balik rumah terus membongkang. Such a night!

I had a good time today.

2011-06-11T19:57:00.002+08:00

yes yes, today turned out to be a very good day to me. Last night I suffered with period pain and I went home early from office. Ended up sleeping soundly till this morning. I supposed to join the company trip to FRIM but then it was so hard to get up this morning (I have to meet my friends at around 7am because I was planning to carpool to the place). So I just decided not to go and I slept till 10am. (sungguh tak sopan anak dara ini)

Called Jema to ask her out and she told me that she wants to go shopping!!!! Then we decided to meet at Mid Valley, hahaha. Yes MV is my second fav place after Bangsar Village (sbb tu je tempat yg I know how to go, lame!!haha). End up meeting up Jema a bit late, I was 1 hour late because went having breakfast with a friend. Jema already bought a few things while waiting for me, I feel so bad (sorry Jema) ;P

I think we are crazy people. Went eating like non stop, Jema had fried octopus (I think) at Ireland Potato while waiting for me. After that we went to Kyu Sushi, then pusing-pusing to find shoes for me. One after another cari dalam kedai tp takde berkenan and yg suke takde size pulak. Sungguh sedih! Sobsssss

I had cream puff from Beard Papa while waiting for Jema solat, and then pusing lagi. Still tak jumpe kasut then we makan lagi. This time ice cream at Gelatino, aigoooo. Bloated tp still crave for something. Jumpe Sweet Chat and duduk lagi makan, tp Jema just minum and I had Tong Yuen in soya milk. Mwahahahaha, today activities cuma makan memanjang sungguh tidak sihat.

Lastly before balek went to Nose for tak tahu berapa kali, and this one pump shoes that I've been eyeing before is available. I mean the size, because when I ask last 2 days the salesgirl said that was the last pair and i don't really like to buy a display item. But they said they have a new stock came in yesterday so I consider myself lucky and without second thought I just bought it. And Jema also grab one handbag, a cute grey colour handbag because she's going out for a date tomorrow!!!hahaha ;P

Went home nearly at 7pm and I kinda feel tired but probably going out later, with a few friends for a drink and my friend nk ajak usha bapuk!! Gile punye prangai, hahaha. Okay if jadi will talk about it in next entry, ADIOSSSS ^^

Randomness.

2011-06-07T06:11:00.003+08:00

This captured my attention:

'Journal your feelings and thoughts, either privately or on a blog. One of the ways to become aware of what triggers your boredom is to question yourself and take a hard look at it. Observe and write down your feelings and thoughts for a week and at the end of it, reflect on them. You could also start a blog online, if you feel that sharing your thoughts with other people could be beneficial.'

-source,wikihow.com

I still couldn't find a reason why I always feel bored. Yeah maybe there's a few things but the major one is still undiscovered. Bummer,heh ;P

2011-06-05T22:57:00.003+08:00

Rindu menyapa kembali
but hey I think I can control that emotion now.
Yes, just don't think about it much. I have to move on in order to be happy,
so goodbye sorrow and welcome happiness.
Ameen.

Ahmad Seth Tan Abdullah

2011-06-05T22:06:00.003+08:00

Sekarang ni mesti ramai yang menggilai lelaki bernama seperti diatas, slot drama TV3 Nora Elena telah berjaya mencuri tumpuan ramai orang dan ramai yg memuji watak Aaron Aziz sebagai Seth Tan termasuk lah aku (tersipu malu) haha.

Anyway for me he's an imaginary type of a husband, masih ade ke lelaki di luar sana yg menyerupai watak Seth ini? I wonder and I hope adalah walaupn mungkin tak banyak. Sungguh bertuah seorang wanita kalau mendapat suami seperti ini (okay just forget the part yang dia kurang pengetahuan agama, sbb die separuh melayu and cina).

Aaron Aziz is such a handsome guy, I've met him twice. In a flesh, he's deadly handsome, wangi and buff! Rasa nak peluk dari belakang, haha. GILE! Anyway, hopefully masih ada lagi lelaki melayu seperti Seth Tan diluar sana and I hope to meet one, one day. InsyaAllah ^^

why so handsome??
i'm melting ^^

2011-06-03T00:25:00.002+08:00

Harini masih lagi menggila, kerja datang tak putus sampai nkge toilet pon fikir 3,4 kali. Nak pegang handphone lebih dri seminit pon rse bersalah. Mengadap computer, ulang alik print paperworks. Aish memang bnyk benar dugaan hari ini. Menaip di computer dengan mata bergenang, sebak sebab rase bnyk benda yg harus di siapkan n timeline semuanye singkat belaka. Macam haraaaam!!huuu, harini adalah hari yg sgt stress. Balek office jam dh dekat angka 12 malam,huu sobsobsob. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day, Allah bagi aku kekuatan, tolong. Ameen

2011-06-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

Kerja datang bertimpa-timpa and I feel that I can't cope, suddenly stress is attacking. But mama pesan, ingat Allah banyak-banyak jgn layan sgt stress tu and I did follow her advise. Tonight I went out from office around 11.30pm disaat orang lain dh terlena dibuai mimpi. Oh apakan daya nasib badan, but I'll take this as a challenge and anggaplah kerja ini ibadah, so kena ikhlas kan diri. InshaAllah, am trying so hard to manage and semoga Allah permudah kn. Ameen

2011-05-31T07:46:00.001+08:00

how will you react when someone ask you for a one night stand?
*random*

2011-05-30T23:07:00.003+08:00

yeaaaaaa I'm less busy now, done with the BQ so now I will be handling my own project solely. I tried to get up early this morning but then still ended up going to office late ;P
Nothing interesting happened today, I went to Menara Sunway again just to collect the final Tender for the successful tenderer. It took only 15minutes meeting the client but the journey itself was 1 hour return!huh, panaaaaas je.
Well, went back home a bit early today, 8.30pm consider early to me. I haven't prepared for tomorrow's site meeting and I haven't tidy up my Financial Report for the Road & Drainage package. I hope I will have some time to breathe, it's been a hectic week for me and I need to lay back for awhile.

today.

2011-05-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

hey hey I am sleepy yet I still go online.
Somebody ring the doorbell but I didn't even bother to look, it's creepy because nobody's home. I don't care.
I still have few works to do, but I'm so tired and a bit lazy to do it so I think I just have to go to office early tomorrow, perhaps 7.30am?
In my dream, oh yeah.
LOL

I miss somebody who is hundred miles away now
Errrr, that's too much
Rindu sikit je pon!
*smacks head*

2011-05-29T00:08:00.001+08:00

I have so many things to write, to update but yet the time for me is so little. So I will just skip this time, and hoping that the next visit will allow me to write and jot down something even more details, hopefully ^^

3rd Medical Certificate in 5 months.

2011-05-16T10:37:00.002+08:00

oh yeah, I finally got my day off today. I'd called it as pre-Wesak holiday. Went to the clinic this morning, because I feel a bit dizzy and my body shivers. The doctor said fever is climbing up again, then she gave me MC, yeah the 3rd MC I got since I started working. Blergh.

I need to be more strong, like my old self, like 3 years back when it was so hardly of me seeing doctor. I just need to quickly cope with this working environment. Even the doctor said so. Anyway, I just need to rest adequately so that I can resume work because tonnes of tasks waiting. Aja-aja fighting!!!!!

2011-05-14T09:02:00.003+08:00

am not feeling very well these few days, not so sure what is my problem. I feel that I can already cope with my work and stuff but then health is becoming one of my major weakness lately. Sigh
*ujian dari Allah*

2011-05-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

Are you trying to tell me something?
It seems like yes but seriously I have no idea on how to let you speak the truth
DURH.

2011-05-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

The more you resists it, the more it grows stronger
That is LOVE

2011-04-30T08:26:00.001+08:00

oh saje mau update;
blood test result went out good.
It just that my glucose level is borderline the rest are okay.
Alhamdulillah ^^

hari ini.

2011-04-26T22:35:00.002+08:00

em harini ada apa ya?! nothing much yang menarik cuma aku meroyan lagi, haha. Cerita sudah basi malas mahu ungkit lagi. Anyway harini mahu balik awal ke rumah tetapi biasalah kerja selalu datang last minute. Plan mahu pulang at 6pm but end up staying at office till 8pm doing the comparison for the tenderes's quotation. Itupun kerja masih belum siap tapi aku malas dan yakin blh sambung esok. Klinik Lim call, katanye medical check up sudah boleh di collect and together with it boleh tahu result blood test hari Sabtu lepas. AKU BERDEBAR!

2011-04-25T22:23:00.001+08:00

Teringin jadi seorang yang cekal hati a.k.a tabah tapi sayang aku ini fragile.

2011-04-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

I want you to be a part of my life, so that I can break free

2011-04-25T19:22:00.001+08:00

Tuhan kirimkanlah aku kekasih yang baik hati, yang mencintai aku apa adanya - Munajat Cinta, The Rock feat Ahmad Dhani.

friend's engagement.

2011-04-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

went to a friend's engagement today at Ampang, and I was in awe because her engagement was so grand!! she even got LV bag, Gucci sunshade, sk II and a big ruby with diamond ring as an engagement gifts from the groom's side. She's so lucky! Tapi her family mmg well-off and her house itself pon nearly 7 million, a very big 3 storeys bungalow. A very nice house indeed!

I hope to get the tempias from by attending her engagement td, bile la my turn pulak!!hehe

Fully re-charged.

2011-04-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

I feel alive and it feels like I have gone to such a nice place and comes back as a new person. Beria la pulak ayat, haha! Anyway, nothing much pon I did today but maybe because I met with people that close to my heart so I feel a tad of happiness lingers around me. Ayat takleh blah lagi :P Went out at 12pm and have lunch with my friend at Murni Discovery near Aman Suria, it was my second there driving there and luckily I managed to find the place because last time it took me 1 hour to reach there (makan buah langsat la ape lagi). I have a big portion of lunch, sizzling mee with steak, mak aih jenuh nk prabih banyak sgt portion die lastly tapau je.

Lunch, big portion of sizzling mee with steak ^^

After lunch I just went back home, got a bbm from another friend telling that he wants to go to Putrajaya for some work purpose. Asking me whether I want to tag along or not so I just decided to go because I feel like I need some time out. I can't really stay at home because I feel pressure coming when I'm alone.

Keluar rumah weather looks okay but after half way through hujan lebat mencurah and we almost can't see the road. Thought that it'll be to dangerous to drive that far with that kind of weather we then decided to go to OU je, haha. Dari office plan bertukar jadi personal plan. Walk around in OU, window shopping (tengah bulan kot). Settle in Secret Recipe, I had chocolate mud cake and Apple Kasturi juice. Yummayh!!!!

Secret Recipe's chocolate mud and tiramisu ^^

Balik from Ou dh almost 8pm after Maghrib, then pergi Jalan Duta bought a tix for my friend nk balek kampung on Labour Day next week. So basically that's how I enjoy my day today, nothing much but I feel that helps a lot!! I hope no more stress in the future, and I wish that I can focus on my work without thinking of anything negative anymore. Yes, this is a new resolution and I have to make it comes true, insyaAllah.

Re-boot.

2011-04-22T11:34:00.002+08:00

I'm taking a day off today to clear my mind from the mess that I've created plus I don't feel like going to work because I know I can't focus. Yesterday's half day MC was not enough so I guess I need a bit more time to recharge my batteries. So yeah, will try to sort things out today and get my normal life back.
I just hope I don't go astray ;P
No lah, I won't do anything stupid, I just need some peace
cheeriooooo
=)

hanyut.

2011-04-21T01:01:00.002+08:00

terima kasih untuk kata-kata manis itu, buat aku terawang seketika tp harus dan wajib untuk aku segera kembali ke realiti.

rangkap lagu kegemaran buat masa ini ialah;
'' maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu''

setelah berulang kali lagu ini diulang main

relevannya aku pn tak tahu >.<

2011-04-18T20:53:00.001+08:00

Blog ini sudah bersawang.
and yes I have no time to write plus internet sedikit bengong.
pfft.

2011-04-05T00:20:00.001+08:00

I don't know what happen to me, I think I'm in major crisis ;(

As long as you enjoy it.

2011-03-31T19:27:00.007+08:00

I went home early last night so rather than doing nothing at home I went out to IKEA after a long shower. Dolling up myself I don't know why, then I rushed there because I craved for their curry puff. Wandered around IKEA for about 1 hour and I bought nothing except a pot of small cute plant (just to have a free parking) haha. I bought half dozen of curry puff and in mind I thought of giving it some to my friends.

I became a girl with a plant pot in my hand, because they have no small plastic bag. At first thought I think I am a loser but then why do I need to think that way, haha. I used to live alone when I was in the UK so why can't I do it here. I texted my friend to know where he was at that time, so that I can pass the curry puff to him but then it happen to be that he's on the way to watch movie. He did asked me before to watch it with him but I wasn't into that kind of genre at first. He wants to watch The Battle of Los Angeles, but I was like durh I don't really have that much impression on that movie. But then, I just feel like driving so I decided to go to their place and watch the movie with them. He's already there with one of his housemate so they decided to watch it at 10.45pm and they bought the tix for me first. It was already quarter past 10 so I drove there whilst on the phone with him to direct me there. I took me almost 15 minutes to reach there but I made it in time.

The movie was okay, yet I felt sleepy but I force myself not to sleep. I went home almost at 1 o'clock, but it was unexpected enjoyable night. I hope not to do it again especially on weekdays because today I am not as productive as usual ;P

Hei Hello.

2011-03-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

ouh, it's been a while! I miss writing here but I dont have much time allocation to do so but I think I will squeeze a bit to write on a few updates tonight. Nothing much tho to update but lately I've been feeling unwell, I guess my antibody has decreased. Blergh

I'm not used to working life so in order to adapt this I have to go through such situation (being sick and feeling mentally unwell). Lately, going back home late is like a normal thing and sometimes I can feel that I started to have 'no life'. Well this is the price that we, QS have to pay to be in this line. Yikes! I never ask for it. Working for gigantic project is one of my dream but not any longer because I now understand the work load that a Project QS need to bear in order to be a part of the team. Handling a project less than 50 millions should be fine for me but later on when I feel that I'm expert enough than maybe I will challenge myself for that (if I am still in this line).

Being in such an established QS firm is like a challenge, in order to achieve the company's vision and mission we have to sacrifice our time too. But I really hope this 2 years time will be enough for me to make a decision on the right path to choose. I hope at the end I will have a final say to determined what I really want to do in my life. Enough said, for now I will just focus on what I have and bear with it regardless what situation I'm in. Well there must be a first time for everything right so with this first step I hope that I'm doing the right thing and all I need to do is to make sure that I didn't stray on my line. Lets be strong so we can handle everything that may happen in future ^^ ganbatte-ne

I actually have a lots to write but why suddenly I feel blank, maybe I need to get some sleep now after a whole day spent for training today plus we had a whole day training as well yesterday. Shall meet again next time, till then have a good time ^^

. . .

2011-02-28T20:22:00.001+08:00

A new life starts and another chapter to be created.
Praying that tomorrow and ahead will be a better day for me and for you,
inshaAllah.

Annoyed.

2011-02-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

AKU BENCI ORANG YANG SUKA BERLAGAK & PERASAAN BAGUS.
DAH RASE DIRI TU ON TOP OF THE WORLD KE? JANGAN TAKBUR & RIAK NANTI SEKALI TUHAN TARIK BARU TERNGANGA!!

~Ya Allah jauhkan aku dari sifat sebegitu, peliharalah aku dari perkara yg boleh melalaikan. Ameen~

Malam aku Merapu

2011-02-06T23:44:00.004+08:00

Macam bnyk benda nk cerite tp hold dulu la sebab penat! bukan penat buat kerja but penat with too much of thinking, blegh =P Aku ni kerja baru sebulan tp stress macam dh kerja setahun. Ape masalah kat kepala otak pn xtahu, unidentified org puteh kate. Seronok nye kalau dapat balek ke 2 years back, mcm mase mule2 smpai UK.
Oh sgt seronok kalau membayangkn itu tp nyah ko angan2 sbb itu semua akn menyakitkan ulu hati dn menambahkan berat otak berfikir. Sebenarnye mahu cepat settle down and xmahu penatkn otak lagi tp disebabkn bnyk masalah alam sekitar jadi terpaksa la ikut flow semasa. Aku ini orgnya menurut perintah dan xsuke rebel merata! Tp kadang kala rebel itu dtg jugak kalau xkena anginnye, kesimpulan nya aku b0san! kerja bosan xkerja pon bosan jd the conclusion that I can make is, I want to be a leisure lady! sekian, terima kaseh ;P

p/s: cepatlah org kaye masuk meminang, I nk rumah sebuah di Sunway Rymba Hills sebagai hantaran~sekian.

Ini menunjukkn betapa aku ini meterialistik!
Tapi angan2 itu tak salah asalkn thu berusaha
iyolah tuu
=P

2011-02-04T23:03:00.001+08:00

BUNTU

-sekian-

The life that I'm having now.

2011-01-19T05:23:00.005+08:00

I miss writing in here but to be honest now I feel like I cannot even squeeze 5minutes to spend for this blog. I only updates about my recent activities through twitter and for Facebook, I don't feel like updating anything there because it has becoming to public and I don't like to enclose my private life or what I'm doing to ppl that I'm not really close with. Life getting busier and I'm trying to adapt the way it goes. I just hope everything will b a smooth sailing. And also hoping that I'll b able to cope this new world that I'm in now, InsyaAllah.

p/s: I wrote this while having my sahur, hope to puasa today because I think the workload is starting to increase. *pening*

I heart him.

2011-01-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

LOVE is in the air ^^

Alhamdulillah.

2011-01-12T01:31:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah is all I can say now. I am so happy because I will stat working soon, yes I've been offered a job. The company is well established, and one of the best and largest QS consultant firm in Malaysia. This company is also a part of International group operating worldwide. Well I just hope that this will be a great start for me in the industry. Seriously I am nervous yet I'm looking forward to it. I guess this is a typical feeling for a fresh grad who has been jobless for quite some time. So I will just give it a go, I hope a bright future awaits for me ~ so yeah say YES for a new world ^^

p/s: I hope I wont detest Monday blues too much

Welcome 2011

2010-12-31T23:34:00.002+08:00

2011 is approaching and I'm still an old me. I hope to turn over a new leaf and becoming a better person. Let's all forget about the past and start off with a hope for the best. I wish that my life will be better than before. I don't wish to write a long entry because am totally lacking of ideas now so I just pray that everything will turns out smoothly and may all of us be granted with Allah's blessing throughout this new year, insyaAllah.

Sudden.

2010-12-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, without expectation another interview coming. As far as I remember, I sent the resume to this particular firm was last month and they only called me this afternoon. How shocking but I just hope that everything will goes smoothly. Hope there's a little luck for me there ^^

Random.

2010-12-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile, well I'm busy........watching kdrama!! LOL
I don't really feel like writing actually, but I guess jotting down something is not wrong since I'm already here.
Will surely come back some other time, hope to write about something interesting. Ciaooo for now ^^

My inner thought ^^

2010-12-25T02:52:00.000+08:00

I never make fun of ppl directly as I know it hurts their feeling,
and I hope other ppl will do the same to me
cheeriooo
>.<

2010-12-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

saye kesedihan tapi saye kena bertahan, sekian.

Sweet Couple ^^

2010-12-03T20:31:00.008+08:00

They look so sweet together, and the chemistry is there!! I wish to be like them, but whose gonna be my partner? 0_O Eeerm if I wanna have somebody like Yonghwa to be my partner I have to turn myself to be like Seohyun!! ottokae??? eeem BERTUKAR!!! ( mcm dlm crite power rangers tu) kekekekeke ^^

Ronggem.

2010-12-03T20:03:00.000+08:00

Today went out to ronggem as usual with cik zahira n cik nadeera! and where else could it be? KB mall, nyahahaha~ I bought chicken floss with curry flavor and it's my favorites!! Nak lagiiiiii >bestnyee dpt keluar rmh even sekejap je sbb rse macam lemas dh ddk lame2 dlm rumah ni, booosan!! I wish I could do something, tp with this weather (ujan je memanjang) mmg alamatnye ddk la terperap kat rumah! even I have cik katak tp die xsuke maen air (alasan mls nk basuh kereta), anyway I just hope that matahari akan muncul kembali (dh mcm crite 30 days of nights la plk) eiii seram nyee! naseb baek xde vampire =P

p/s: esok kalau x ujan nkge cri chicken floss lagi =P

Nyaman ^^

2010-12-02T20:32:00.003+08:00

Harini hujan lebat mencurah-curah dan aku apalagi, tido sepanjang hari macam beruang kutub berhibernasi (beruang kutub hibernate jugak ke??) Anyway, disebabkn status skrg sebagai petani yg mempunyai ladang anggur berekar2, kerja aku hanya didepan laptop 24/7 menonton movies or crite2 melodrama korea yg berpuluh episodenye. Erm, it's sometimes feels like heaven when u have nothing to do but now I start feeling restless again. Aduyai td pulak tu kena sounds dgn my dad sbb ddk berkurung je dlm bilik (yela tido mati katekn) tp mmg ptt pon kena sound dh mcm kera sumbang plk ddk dlm bilik je tak campor org!!! PADAN MUKA.

Bile lah agaknye nk keluar from this kepompong? bosan dah ni, mcm hidup tak ada tujuan, aigooo~dah 3months graduate nih tp kerja belom dapat, ke sbb end of year so org tak nk pakai staff? saje la tu nksedapkn hati TT____________________TT

Papepon diharap dapatlah bersabar wahai hati, sesungguhnya Allah itu bersama org yg sabar. Ameen, okay la nk sambung maen internet n nonton cite korea lagi!! Tiap2 hari ddk tgk cite korea tp xde plak muke aku brubah jadi mcm muke Korea, kalau mcm tu blh jgk migrate pergi sane, dpt kawen dgn Jang Geun Suk best jugak sbb die ade ferrari merah!! LOL~ciaouuuu ^^

Imaginary Boyfies ^^

2010-12-01T13:51:00.005+08:00

Jang Geun Suk
He's a guy with a killer smile, just by looking at him I will melt right away. He's a good actor and his deep voice takes my breath away ^^

Jong Yong Hwa
I don't reckon him as handsome but he looks manly and what attracts me the most about him is the mischief side of him in WGM. He's the romantic type of guy and a sweet talker, he looks matured even he's only 23.

and this is Lee Minho
a perfect looking namja, with sharp features and looking so cool while acting. With a slender body, he's a perfect man. I adore him in Personal Taste where he acted as an architect.

and these three are the boyfies of mine (imaginary boyfriends according to Jema) kekeke, but it is worth adoring these guys than harboring your feeling to some guys in real life. I wonder is there any Malay guys out there who possess the qualities like these men? I want to meet them once in my life just want to have a close look even if I can't have them,
kuikuikuikuikui =P

2010-11-30T01:49:00.003+08:00

and again I cannot sleep tonight, bad news always give me a terrific impact
there goes my bed time >.<

terrifying night

::loser::

He's mine ^^

2010-11-30T01:36:00.002+08:00

I am blessed
Thank you Allah for this piece of happiness
I can't ask for more
^^

I no longer want to be a fool.

2010-11-30T01:04:00.003+08:00

move forward, that's all that I need to do
let's stop being a fool and stop acting like an idiot
let's stop heart aching alone, because it will only cause more pain >.<

life is unpredicted, when you are at the bottom rock
all you need to do is praying that you are not going to be there forever
so, let's pray for happiness and set aside all the agonies and woes away from life >.<

2010-11-24T16:40:00.002+08:00

I have to stop from expecting a good things coming towards my way
cause in the end it will surely hurts a lot and I can't seem to bear it any longer.
Such a pity

2010-11-24T16:23:00.002+08:00

TIK TIK TOK TOK
DIGI DIGI BOB BOB

some changes please happen quickly
a good one please
I'm already too tired
>.<

Eid Mubarak 2010

2010-11-16T23:45:00.003+08:00

Even tomorrow is Hari Raya, somehow I don't feel like celebrating it at all. I might gonna miss my raya prayer tomorrow morning because I don't feel sleepy yet and thinking to watch something before going to sleep. Today was a good day, where I managed to escape this Azkaban (this is too much,LOL) and went to buy myself a new baju raya. Also I got to hang out with Jema. We went to Hayaki and have a light servings, just for munching. Well there was a lot of things we talked about and somehow I felt there wasn't enough time to catch up. I miss all my besties and I really wish all of us can someday meet up and have a great gathering ^^

here I would like to wish a Eid Mubarak to all Muslim all over the world, have a great and bless Eid

Awesomeness ^^

2010-11-15T21:37:00.003+08:00

This is awesome and epic, I wanna have this kind of picture too ^^
minus the hot looking lady, and replace it with me~pfft
where would be the best place to have this kind of environment
any suggestion?

Some thought to start a day ^^

2010-11-15T06:52:00.007+08:00

I'm back here again not even after half day, I don't know what has gotten into me but I have a sudden rush to write even I'm not totally sure of what to write. ermmm, should I talk about life? my life? it will totally be a boring n3 because there's nothing much to write about. But one thing for sure is that I've been blessed with lots of happiness which I can't demand anymore from Him. I'm grateful with what I have now and I just hope that this happiness will be long lasting, inshaAllah.

Eventhough I still have lots of thing pending in my list, certain or uncertain I am definitely sure it will slowly comes towards me. It just a matter of time and all that need to be done now is waiting with patient. Life is not always fair, it is like a circle right? Sometimes you can be on top and you can also be at the very bottom. But, you must be positive and tune your mind that nothing will lasts forever. It depends on how you lead your life, so think wise in whatever circumstances.

I really wish to have a great mind and a big heart, because the fact of being a common person is not giving lots of advantage. Actually to attain this we have to strive hard because it wont just comes in a blink of eyes, you have to work hard for a success unless you were born with gold spoon to eat with. But it will be more meaningful to succeed in your life with your own efforts and sweats.

I don't know what drives me to write this kind of thing, but sometimes we need a turning point in our life. Being childish wont lead to nowhere, grow up and we can see lots of thing coming our way and people will respect us more. There's no point of being a spoil brat because it will only cause hatred and no love.

p/s: The last paragraph seems a bit off-track, what am I trying to say actually? This is the result of not enough sleep, wicked >.<

I want to color my life like a rainbow, even it's not glowing but attractive enough to be seen ^^

CN BLue

2010-11-15T00:54:00.004+08:00

I really love listening to this song by CN Blue, the lyric is so refreshing and giving a slightly happy feeling,

domu chua hae yo ^^

*Love Light*

geuh del bo myun ul gool ee bbal geh jigo

geuh del bo myun ga seum ee doogeun doogeun

ah ee chuh lum soo joob geh mal hago

geuh del bo myun gwen siri oo seum ee na

babo chuh rum ja ggoo man geuh leh

ama neh geh sarang ee on gut gatah

geuh deh neun neh ma eum sok eh president

neh ga seum eh byul soo noh ji

i’m genie for you girl

neh soom eul mut geh haji

geuh deh ga won ha neun gun da

nuh reul sarang ha ni gga

neh sarang eh ee yoo neun ub jan ah you know

geuh deh neun darling

bam ha neuk byul bit boda ah reum da wuh yo

neh mam sok gip peun got eh suh ban jjak guh li neun

naman eh sarang beet

geuh del reul sarang heyo darling

uhn jena neh gyut hae suh beet cheul neh joyo

meh il bam bara bogo

bara bwado ah reum dawuh yo

geuh den nah eh sarang beet

geuh del leul bo myun goo reum eul na neun gi boon

yoo chi heh do ja ggoo man geuh leh ama neh geh sarang ee on gun ga bwah

geuh deh neun darling

bam ha neuk byul bit boda ah reum da wuh yo

neh mam sok gip peun got eh suh ban jjak guh li neun

naman eh sarang beet

geuh del reul sarang heyo darling

uhn jena neh gyut hae suh beet cheul neh joyo

meh il bam bara bogo

bara bwado ah reum dawuh yo

geuh den nah eh sarang beet

geuh deh neun lovely

juh ha neul het sal boda noon ee boo shuh yo

neh mam sok uh doon got gga ji bal geh bee choo neun

naman eh sarang beet

geuh del leul sarang heyo lovely

doo noon eul gam ah bwado geuh deh bo yuh yo

ee luh geh bara bora go

bara bwado noon ee boo shuh yo

geuh den nah eh sarang beet.

TRANSLATIONS

*Love Light*

when i look at you my face gets red

when i see you my heart goes thump thump

i talk with shyness like a kid

when i look at you i just smile out of nowhere

like a fool I keep doing that

I think love came to me

You’re the president of my heart

You’re my chests’ star embroider

I’m Genie for you girl

You make me stop breathing

whatever you want

because i love you

There’s no reason for my love you know

you’re a darling

you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky

the shining thing deep inside my heart

my own love light

i love you darling

give me light next to me whenever

every night i look at you

and you’re beautiful even when i look at you

you’re my love light

when i see you i feel like im up on the clouds

it may be immature but i keep doing this

i tihnk love came to me

you’re a darling

you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky

the shining thing deep inside my heart

my very own love light

i love you darling

give me light next to me whenever

every night i look at you

and you’re beautiful even when i look at you

you’re my love light

you’re lovely

you’re mroe blinding than the sunlight up in that sky

you shine the dark places inside my heart

my own love light

i love you lovely

even if i close my eyes i see you

looking at you like this

you’re still blinding even when i see you

you’re my love light

2010-11-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

This is awesome, isn't it? If only life can be as wonderful as this, how I wish ^^
p/S: taken from my tumblr.

The world I live in ^^

2010-11-14T21:08:00.003+08:00

The idea of being a travel journalist is so awesome!! It would be really cool traveling around the world and jotting down the experience for others to feel the excitement with you. It's dope!! Totally dope, but I guess its only for someone who has talent in writing. It is not easy to entice people to read an article so you have to be very good in writing. Writing is also an art and for me it will depends on how well-written the article is to create a good mood for the reader, for them to be able to finish reading till the last line.

Actually this is a dream job of one of my besties, Jema. This issue went out when we were talking about the jobs that they are doing now and she said that she really wants to be a travel journalist. Well, for me if there's an opportunity then you should just grab it. Because doing something that you like will lead you to a happy working mode. You need a good environment to work in so that you wont feel too much pressures whilst working. And as for me, up till now I still haven't figured out on what I really want to do in my life. Holding a degree with qualification to enter a construction field doesn't means that I'm certain of what to do, so here I am thinking and thinking hard of what to do next. I just hope to get a job that will suits me well, so that I will not have much complaint in future but is there any jobs outside there that will not make you feel the tense? I wonder.

Last week when I attended my friend's wedding, I got to meet my old friends and after the wedding we all went to have a cup of tea and to update about our recent life stories. Talking about working life makes me scared to enter this part of world and somehow I even wonder will I ever survive once I start work later on? This is so scary. I just feel like marrying a millionaire and be a leisure lady but life will not be that easy, right? Some of my friends, they don't even like what they are doing now but leaving with not much of options they just have to do it.

Being a jobless now really turning me into a stagnant person with not much of stories. Just a normal plain life but I guess I have to accept this situation with an open heart. I believe that my luck is out there and everything has a reason to it. There are lots of stars in the sky ready to be picked and mine is also up there patiently waiting for me, so I will keep hoping and put a faith in everything I do. Just hope that things will turn out smoothly, inshaallah ^^

shock.

2010-10-15T18:30:00.004+08:00

oh well, yes I'm back.
A few hours after I wrote the last n3, and here I am again. Actually I got something to update here and guess what I got another job interview which I can't really believe. I got a call from the company staff telling me that the interview will takes place next week on Wed so yeah consider myself lucky because it's a day after the 1 st interview. I can't imagine myself doing 2 interviews in a row. I just hope that everything will be okay because I feel that my confidence level is at the rock bottom, I still wonder whether being a QS is the right job for me? but yeah, just see how it goes and let time decides. I pray that things will turn out smoothly. Inshaallah, with God willing.

erm.

2010-10-15T15:07:00.002+08:00

Actually I'm trying to change the background of this blog but it seems that I already forgot how to do it. That shows how long I haven't been blogging, sigh!! Well, I think I need to start writing something more often so that this blog can be revived, hahaha =P

I want to bring it back into notice, cess macam la ade org lain yg bace pon!!! haha, anyway I hope the next few days will change my life and hopefully things will become better and improve day by day, Inshaallah. Just hoping that things will be in a smooth sailing, ameen ^^

one day.

2010-10-09T00:42:00.004+08:00

I miss writing in here but since I have nothing much to update so I just leave it without even giving a visit after a long time. So I really hope that one day I will come back again and write something interesting. Actually am lazy to write, hehe and that's only an excuse. LOL

leaving on a jet plane ^^

2010-10-06T22:48:00.003+08:00

I dedicate this song specially to Miss Nedd because she's the one who asked for it so here it is~anyway please pardon my singing and my lack of guitar skill, I did it just for fun. LOL ^^

i've deleted the vid =P